today's Visual Basic Code is:
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i dunno what's it's been for the past few days, but i've been doing things a whole lot different... cruising AsianAvenue, signing guestbooks and dropping notes everywhere i go... and i'm not one to do that...

i've had a lot on my mind recently... and i really don't know where to begin... maybe over the next few days, i'll start flushing it all out of my system...

may i should start with, "why the blog in the first place?" maybe it had something to do with dropping those notes and signing those guestbooks -- which i haven't been able to stop doing for the past three days...

maybe it started with my aunt and uncle's wedding, [a blog i did only a few days ago, before i had this acccount]... call it my response to the north american view of marriage; it's so easy to get married, and so easy to call a divorce... i know there are cases when a divorce is necessary [abuse, etc.], but it seems that the instant-gratifaction culture can't adapt to a little emotional hardship.. everything has to to be done right, the first time, no mistakes, no tolerance...

marriage is about love, and love is about patience... in all my years in YFC, that's the single greatest lesson i've learned -- a lesson i'll take with me for the rest of my life...

patience -- something that i never grew up with, being the youngest of four kids...
patience -- something that doesn't run in my family...

patience -- something that tells me to let my pride down.

after all, is it better to be right? or to be kind?