I hate losing things.

Things like where I put my wallet (as if losing two in my lifetime wasn't enough), my keys (twice), my metropass (twice), my tuque during the wniter months (twice) my cell phone (twice). Not that I've lost anything today, though.

I also hate forgetting things. Things like waking up on time. Things like names, and birthdays. (I hope i'm not forgetting anyone's!) Things like my keys, or my wallet, or my metropass. Things like my cellphone (today!). Even simple things i tell myself to do before I leave the house, like getting a new pack of gum, or grabbing a pen off the table so I have something to write with at school.

I also hate when i forget to do things. Things like calling/e-mailing/communicating with people I've always wanted to call. Things like cleaning my room. Things like eating! Things like being there for the people who need me.

...Things like taking care of myself. Physically, emotionally, spiritually. Things like appreciating what I have today, instead of worrying about my future.

I wonder which I'm more afraid of; am I afraid to fail? Or am I afraid to succeed?

I just realized that it's been long time since I used the school computers to blog. I forgot.... (*sigh*) ---> I forgot the power adapter for my laptop, so i'm just carrying around another weight in my bag, in addition to over-priced textbooks.

*sigh* Lord, remind me what it is I'm supposed to be here for.