1.23.2004

So you were curious? (again!)

No, I went for the chicken patty and cocobread instead of the hotdog. And yes, I only stayed in class almost exactly one hour. ONE HOUR! Makes we wonder why I didn't just stay home to blog. Gosh, what am I saying? It's so hard for me to learn when I'm at home. So many distractions (despite not having 3 siblings in the house anymore): MSN mostly, since most people are home from school and work. Learning of J.Mraz this week hasn't helped with the distractions. Blogging (a lot, even by my standards). TV, when I'm not online. Ate's gamecube.

How does God keep me feeling busy, when it doesn't seem like I'm doing anything productive? Haven't done stuff like school work (because there isn't much to do at the beginning of the semester). Haven't done any planning for / participating in / attending YFC events for the past few weeks because of everybody's exams.

He knows that I love to busy myself with work. He knows that I'm much more conscious of Him when I'm busy, especially when it's about him and for him. And I guess that's all that really matters, isn't it?



....Do I seem like the religious type? Maybe lately with all the recent blogs. I don't think I quite fit into the general stereotype. But if you were to define it simply as "One who is conscious of God," then I think I'm getting there. Not always conscious in that way, mind you, just more conscious of him than I used to be.

Must be the reading. It makes me think, and makes me wanna blog. And thinking and blogging is hard work for me! (hahaha!) I mean, the thinking is easy -- the organizing-it-into-a-blog-so-that-it's-coherent is the hard/fun part. And God knows how I like to organize stuff: the abstract stuff in my head, not the physical stuff in my room!



I wonder where Jackie is now? It's 5:30pm already. I should call her. And download some more J.Mraz to find that theme song.

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