Switchfoot - Sooner or Later (Soren's Song)

come back and haunt me // follow me home
give me a motive // swallow me whole
they say i've lost it // what could i know
when i'm but a mockery // i'm so alone

sooner or later you'll find out there's a hole in the wall

today is ours // condemned to be free
free to keep breathing // free to believe
look to find You // down on my knees
oh God, i believe! // please help me believe!

sooner or later they'll find out there's a hole in the wall
sooner or later you'll find out that you'll dream to be that small
i'm a believer, help me believe

i gave it all away and I lost who I am
i threw it all away // with everything to gain
and i'm taking the leap // with dreams of shrinking

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"...threw it all away with everything to gain. and i'm taking a leap..." a necessary leap, to gain what you've got for me... thanks God -- for stickin' it through with me (again!) while you guided me to toss another false hope before it builds up and crashes down.

realism, indeed, brian. you're getting closer and closer...

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"like a child i'll take you at your word
as these mountains of doubt -- they fade away..."
-can i stay here forever, starfield