in awe of such clarity // when you dry your eyes pt. 2

i was so in awe of such clarity. and at peace!

but maybe i misinterpreted? before that stopover (and all the kornix!)... it was a sad bus ride home... even vanessa noticed from halfway across the bus!

and if i am scared now, then perhaps it isn't (or wasn't at all) perfect love?

brian, do not fear the consequences, remember?

.....and after a single, short conversation, ...........i must be considerate, and selfless. the confusion may be from God, but i must stay the course! and i must be sure the intentions are not my own. for HIS purposes, not my own.

Lord, i still do not know where you are leading me, nor why you are leading me to radical changes occuring over the same situation... but no matter where you lead, i must still follow you through to the end!

when you dry your eyes...