i must not fail him pt. 2 // brian's prayer

i must still try!

let thy will be done; if it end in failure by human standards, let it begin the success of a godly standard.

let thy will be done, despite mistake and sin.

let thy will be done, despite the heart's desires.

let it out! let the old me out! break me.............

keep going! do not stop.....

...if there is no chance, let all things fail.

if there is no chance, i must still go on!

....please use it as a source of inspiration someday! whether or not i live to see it inspire.

let it grow beyond myself... let your will grow beyond the cirmumstances you planned circumstances for me. let it out!

...and this, too, shall pass.

[...oh, of course. all in due time! and so he holds off the end...]

define me, and let there be nothing left of me to defend.